I just lost in Super Smash Bros. Melee about eight times in a row. Bad mood.
I’ve been very worried lately. I know I can make Hotel Runner profitable but I’m concerned that I’ll miss the opportunity because of how long it is taking me to start it. It’ll only cost me $300 to start it but the problem is that I am not making enough money right now. I lost my valet job and my job at Rodizio Grill this month and ever since money has been crazy tight. I’m behind on my budget goals for moving to Seattle and I have a few other debts to pay off.
Although I’m working as a barback on the weekends at TNT’s Billiards Bar and Grill, I’m not nearly making enough money to do the things that I want to do. Hopefully I can find a second job for the weekdays soon. That will definitely help. I had an interview on Friday for a server position at Demo’s. It went well except for one thing: one of the training days overlaps with my class schedule! The manager who interviewed me told me that she’ll call me if she can arrange an alternative training day for me but I’m scared that she won’t. I’m going to continue to job hunt just in case.
I also spoke with a dear friend of mine earlier this afternoon and he said that he will front me $200 to start the company which will be a huge help. I have everything in place to be fully functional, I only need the cash. I’m very anxious right now. It’s hard to focus on my studies.
Sometimes I think I’ll never stop regretting the mistakes I’ve made;
I’ve heard all of the cliché maxims and none of them help.
Sometimes I don’t want to let the mistakes go;
The pain of regret inspires me to be better.